"Wanting to Love" by Ding Dang
♫ The goddess is cutely ♫
♫ Her ups and downs are just too cute ♫
♫ Whatever schemes there are, let's be crazy together ♫
♫ Why get to the point of a showdown? ♫
♫ Why don't we just forget it? ♫
♫ I don't want it ♫
♫ It's not worth it ♫
♫ I just want to be in love ♫
♫ I don't want love for love ♫
♫ The harm from being single is high ♫
♫ The heavens rarely bring about endings ♫
♫ I just want to be in love ♫
♫ I want to be dazed ♫
♫ Weird spirits please get away from me ♫
♫ Found my ideal partner ♫
♫ I just want to be in love ♫
♫ I don't want love for love ♫
♫ The harm from being single is high ♫
♫ The heavens rarely bring about endings ♫
♫ I just want to be in love ♫
♫ I want to be dazed ♫
♫ Weird spirits please get away from me ♫
♫ Away from Cloud 9 ♫
Episode 33
But it's okay to just look.
Looking is fine.
Wow. Two boxes!
Two boxes... Aren't you curious what it is?
Nothing will happen if I try a bite. Why are you making it a bad thing?
Excuse me, can I ask-
Hey! Xiao An, you're here!
- Was it easy to find? - Yes.
Is that Tao Xiu Qiong?
Yeah! Didn't I tell you before that she was the spokesperson for a case?
Wow! How lucky! I never thought I would be able to see her here today!
Do you like Xiu Qiong Jie?
It's adoration.
Then I'll be troubling you.
No problem. Xiu Qiong Jie, I'll walk you out.
- Alright.- Xiu Qiong Jie, bye bye.
Hi! I'm Xiao An.
Can I get an autograph?
It's so sudden. I don't have a photo.
It's okay. I have one.
You can just sign this one.
You have a photo?
- Xiao An? - Yes.
'An' as in 'An Quan'? (Safe)
Yes. Thank you, Xiu Qiong Jie.
Then can you also sign one for my dad?
He also likes you a lot.
Sorry!
You dad likes me too?
- Yes!- What's your dad's name?
His name is Wang Yong Da.
This Wang Yong Da...
Could it be him?
Xiu Qiong Jie, can I come in?
Uh, come in!
This is a present from President Xu.
Present?
What does he want?
And this card.
If you have time, let's blow bubbles together!
Your faithful fan, Chang
What are you looking at?
I'm just interested to see what kind of present he sent you.
Hmm.
I don't know what he sent either.
Wow. Doesn't this make bubbles?
Xiu Qiong Jie, why did President Xu send you a bubble maker?
Do you like to blow bubbles?
Right now, I think blowing bubbles is a good stress reliever.
Do you want to try?
I'm definitely going to die today.
Pole-climbing, marathon, push-ups, sit-ups... and frog jumps.
I've already been punished with these.
What am I going to be punished with next?
And what I'm going to be telling her in a bit...
Will she be so angry she'd make me streak naked, sleep on a bed of nails, and smash a rock on my chest?
Heaven is near.
You're here?
What do you want me to do today?
- Sit down and eat.- Let's first agree that
streaking naked, sleeping on a bed of nails, and smashing a rock on my chest are all acts of public indecency, can kill someone, and are punishable.
I really can't accept it.
Okay. Punishing you can't change reality.
I've calmed down.
What? You've calmed down?
Or else what?
I just knew that all of the fujoshis are kindhearted.(A fujoshi is a woman who likes BL.)
If that's the case, my mom told me bring you home for dinner, can you still be calm–
I can't! Eh...
Gao Ding Ya, that's enough.
The breakfast and lunch are already covered.
Don't tell me you even want dinner now?
You told me that you are very calm.
There's a limit to my calmness after all.
This is too much.
Yi Qing, I don't hope that my Mum...
Right, I don't want Mother Gao to be sad.
But I cant drag the matter on and on, right?
How about I bring you to watch the Kong Ming lantern after dinner?
Let's go back at night.
I just know that you are the best.
I will tell Mother Gao that we are fake dating after dinner.
Huh?!
If that happens, my life freedom...
I have decided.
Either I say it or let's say it together.
Choose one.
Really no ground for negotiation?
Nope.
How about adding two more champagnes?
No way even if there are 20 more cartons.
I got it. Let's just tell my Mum everything tonight.
Facing the problem is the best solution.
Then it's better to think about how to say.
Okay.
I have thought of one. We break up as we understand each other.
How to do that?
We can be like this.
I know that you really loves to eat so I specially made this chilli meat dish.
Try it and see if it suits your taste.
Mom, Yi Qing and I have decided to break up.
Break up? Why are you breaking up?
Yi Qing, weren't you guys doing well? Why are you breaking up?
Gao Mama.
Yes?
Ding Ya and I decided to break up as we understand each other.
We have different values.
We also can't stand each other's habits and flaws.
That's right.
Mom, I know you like Yi Qing and I together, but-
We talked a long time
and agreed that we would be better being friends than lovers.
Gao Mama, thank you for taking care of me during this time.
I feel very sorry that I can't be your daughter-in-law,
but in my heart, you're just as great as a mom.
In the future, you can still come talk to me, go shopping with me, and think of me as a daughter.
Maybe you think you've lost a daughter-in-law,
but think of this another way. You've gained a daughter.
I understand.
Then in the future, you have to come see me often.
I definitely will.
Thank you, Gao Mama, for understanding.
No need to thank me.
Relationships are for you young people to decide.
As long as you think it's good, I will agree.
Let's do it like this.
If we can break up successfully tonight, I will treat to a meal one day.
No no no, it should be me who treat you.
Thank you for your support this time.
Then let's settle it that way.
Let's celebrate "Happy Breakup".
Happy Breakup.
Subtitles brought to you by the Singers of Love Team @ Viki
♫ I just want to be in love, I want to be dazed ♫
♫ Weird spirits please get away from me, Away from Cloud 9 ♫
What should we do? There are so many people here.
That's good. You can explain everything all at once.
If we need to apologize, we can do it all together.
But...
Yi Qing.
Do you know that Mother Gao has really risked her life for you today?
She made a bunch of kungfu dishes for you.
And stewed sweet pear with white fungus for dessert.
It's thanks to you that we can have a feast today.
You're welcome.
Oh! Be careful!
Hey, Yi Qing.
Look, they are abundant in color, taste, and smell.
Gao Mama knows you like to eat spicy foods,
so I especially made
the chilli meat dish.
Try it and see if it's to your taste. Come, come.
Let's serve the food.
We can eat. Xiao Quan!
- Xiu Qiong! Dinner time. Let's eat!- Oh, okay.
We will be right there.
Your dishes don't suit my taste today, you guys have them yourselves.
You come over, Xiao Quan.
She doesn't eat foods high in sugar, salt, and oil. She also doesn't eat foods with carbohydrates.
- Come on.- Wow.
- Isn't this a fancy dinner?- It has the smell of mom's cooking.
Dig in, dig in. Take it easy. Let's eat.
That is...
What's wrong with the both of you?
- Mom.- Yes?
Yi Qing and I...
We've decided to break up.
Break up? Why are you breaking up?
Yi Qing? You guys were perfectly fine. Why are you breaking up?
Ding Ya, what did you do to make her unhappy?
I didn't. I just... We...
Mother Gao, Ding Ya and I decided to break up as we understand each other.
Uh... That's right!
We have different values and can't stand each other's flaws and habits.
- So...- But these things will need time to get along.
How do we get along?
Who goes to the gym everyday? It's not like you're attending an intense training.
Then is it better if you shop and read magazines everyday?
That's for work, okay? I'm gathering information.
It's better than you always having your BL comics.
Who's doing it all the time?
I'm using my time outside of work to read. It's my interest. What's so wrong about that?
Yi Qing, you-
And also I didn't even delay my work, unlike you.
You work on and off everyday.
Everyone feels insecure about you.
Your Mum also thinks that you are not trustable so she has been cheated of money.
Sense of security?! The thing you need the least is exactly the sense of security.
Because your very existence is a lethal weapon.
The most dangerous! That's why I feel aching all over my body.
I'm dangerous so why are you sticking onto me?!
-That's because I have no choice.-You have no choice?!
You have no choice so you drag me down too and make me look bad? What's with that?
Xia Yi Qing, don't get physical.
Why?! Aren't you being too much?
Ding Ya, Ding Ya. Whatever you want to say, say it nicely. She is girl, okay?
Take your time saying it.
Don't fight.
What's the big deal about BL? This is called making you look bad?
Gao Ding Ya, you better apologies for what you have just said.
-Why must I apologise? It's a fact.-Enough, enough...
-Why must I apologise?!-Apologise!
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. You guys have suffered.
.
Gao Mama, you don't-
I know that your relationship was fake.
You guys...
A fake relationship?
Gao Mama, when did you find out?
That day...
I've heard everything the both of you said downstairs.
I heard it all.
It's all because my selfishness as a Mum.
Originally I think that feelings can be cultivated.
As long as I continue to pretend I didn't know,
you guys would pretend to date.
Then your feelings would grow and it'll become real.
That's why... all this time, I've been
trying hard to match you two together.
I just want the both of you to really be together.
I didn't think that...
I'm sorry.
I didn't manage to
make you fall in love with our Ding Ya.
But I'm very happy.
I'm very happy that you were by my side during this time,
but I'm still sorry.
I'm sorry that
I must have made you bear a lot of weight.
It was a lot of pressure, right?
You allowed me to have a very beautiful dream.
I dreamed that my precious son Ding Ya
with his playful and
immature character, would be able to find a girl he loves
immature, would be able to find a girl he loves
and have a family.
Ding Ya.
I'm sorry.
What are you saying?
Aiyo. You've grown up so much.
Relationships and feelings
is what you have to do. I shouldn't have interfered.
I won't in the future, okay?
Mom.
I won't. Don't worry. I won't.
How come I suddenly feel so tired?
I want to rest.
Xiao Qian.
That-
The kitchen has...
sweet pear and white fungus cooked in... what is it?
I have forgotten. It's just the dessert after dinner anyway.
When they're done eating, take it out for them.
I'm going in.
Mom.
Gao Ding Ya.
Do you have a black hole in your head or do you have bugs in your brain?
Or are you sick, have no morals, and your conscience eaten by a dog?
How could you think of such a horrible idea?
I originally thought your Three Views (world view, life purpose, value system) were wrong.
I've now found that you don't even have the Three Views.
I really want to give you a punch and let you reincarnate.
Alright.
Can you please don't attack me with your poison tongue anymore, okay?!
I have no choice too. Originally I just want to...
do just enough to get by and then...
Then the lies snowballed?
That's right. Then that matter happened.
Then my Mum started to force me to marry.
Force until Yi Qing and I have no choice.
What?!
It's already good that I didn't hit your face.
You actually fake dating with Yi Qing.
Goodness that you actually think of that.
I didn't want it too.
I'm really tired too.
Just that my Brother has already made my Mum so sad.
So I just want to do something to make my Mum a little happier.
So you did this to make her happy?!
What kind of logic is this?!
What?
You let an elder to apologise in front of you.
Then you say this is to make her happy?
Gao Ding Ya, you really are...
Okay, I'm sorry. I know that I have done wrong.
-Then...-What then?!
Then...wait a minute, do you have a way to help me save the situation for a bit?
Who cares about you?
Hey.
Why did it become like this?
I'm sorry. During this period of time,
I must have put a lot of pressure on you.
Right?
But you've still made me a beautiful dream.
Mother Gao, I really can't accept this.
Yi Qing, you must accept this.
If you don't accept this,
you would have rejected my sincerity.
As long as they say a word,
a mom will do anything for them.
Except that stars can't be taken from the sky. If stars could be picked off the sky,
A Mother will then be willing to pluck the stars back bravely.
You don't have to look for it, it's alright.
I need to find it to show you. That award really exists. And it says that
Our Gao Ding Ya is a
very talented and high academic achiever.
He will be a pillar of the country in the future.
That's really what's written.
Subtitles brought to you by the Singers of Love Team @ Viki
♫ I just want to be in love, I want to be dazed ♫
♫ Weird spirits please get away from me, Away from Cloud 9 ♫
Mom!
Why did you come over so early?
I, your unfilial son, am here to admit my sins with thorns on my back.
Oh, no. It's with eggs.
Smell it if it's nice or not.
Admit what sins?
He said he lied to the parents. With the clear evidences, this is the first sin.
Let his mom sad and say sorry to himself is the second sin.
Yes.
Thus, I'm terribly sinned with my agony heart and
regret it extremely. Living is worse than dying.
I couldn't fall asleep at all last night.
Look, I even have dark eye circles.
Can you see them? Closer.
Can you see them?
Alright.
- The situation isn't that serious. - No.
It's just that serious.
Under the sun, which parents don't force their children to get married?
This kind of action is rightful,
but lying to the parents is the children's fault.
Mom, I was wrong. I was very wrong. I won't ever try to deceive you again.
No wonder it's said
Children are long-term tortures.
one moment it upset the parents
and the next moment it makes the parents happy,
but it never learns
so it keep repeating itself.
Just thinking about it is so terrifying.
Xiu Qiong Jie, it's not that serious. In the parents' eyes, children are the cutest.
Huh?
Cute?
Your mom might be nice,
If it was me, I'd slowly torture you to see if you could still smile.
Who came at this time?
President Xu? -Hello.
Hello, good morning everyone.
What are you doing here?
I came to deliver your breakfast.
Okay, you can just place it there and if there is nothing else you can leave.
No, I'm not leaving.
Not leaving? What does that mean?
It's means that the time I can spend with you is shortering
I have to make my 1 day worth for 10 days so I have to move to Living Happiness #1.
You want to live here? -Yeah,
but you don't have to worry, I won't disturb you guys.
Someone will bring me my wash clothes everyday
and someone will also deliver our meals.
What are you trying to do?
I want to date you.
You.. -I have decided that I will spend every minute and every second of the day with you.
Hey, hey, hey, you promised me.
President Xu,
but there is no room in Living Happiness #1 for you.
Huh?
That's fine, I just need a place to lay down. The couch will work.
You can't!
Everyone here is a girl,
having a guy makes everyone uncomfortable.
You're right than I won't live here
I...I will sit down
and spend every minute and every second of the day waiting for you.
Gao mama?
Gao Mama?
You're not against it?
No, I'm not against it. I will be fine.
Hello,
ex-girlfriend.
Why are you here?
Aren't we already been exposed.
You came to deliver breakfast?
I came
because I need you to help me with something.
What do you need my help for?
I won't continue to help you lie to your mom.
I want you to help me make my mom happy.
Come in.
Actually
my mom is really sad.
I can tell that she forces her smile.
This time she's really disappointed.
Gao Mama is really disappointed.
Do you have any drugs that can make people happy?
If there's such a drug,
then you don't need a psychological therapist.
What can I do to make my mom happier?
You mom has only one wish, it's you.
She wishes that you have a stable relationship.
So you must find a real girlfriend.
Then she'll be happy.
A real girlfriend?
Actually there's nothing wrong to settle.
It doesn't mean you have to get married right away.
You can try dating the same girl for a longer time.
If you want your mom to be happy,
you need to grant her wish.
If she knows that you have a real girlfriend,
I believe she'll be really happy.
Ok, I'll do this for my mom.
I'll find a girlfriend.
Finally you've thought through this.
For my mom, I'll do everything.
Don't worry, I'll help you.
Thank you.
It's not the end of the world, smile.
Act on your decision.
I'll treat you a meal, and talk about how you can find a real girlfriend.
Let's go.
Are you thirsty? You want some water?
Don't move, just tell me I'll do it for you.
I need to go to the washroom.
Oh.
Hehe.
I don't think I can accompany you to the washroom.
Xiu Qiong Jie, don't be like this. President Xu care very much about you.
Just try to deal with it for a few days and it should past.
I can't even deal it for one day.
I will really go crazy if he really follows me everywhere.
You're the manager of Living Happiness #1.
Taking care of this type of thing is your responsibility.
I need an opportunity to run away.
I'll give you a minute to think of a solution.
One minute?
President Xu.
Can you help me?
What is it?
I have a bottle of seasoning in the top left cabinet.
I can't reach it, can you help me?
No problem, I'll help you.
Thank you.
Which cabinet?
The top left one.
This one?
Knock Knock
It's a yellow bottle way inside, did you see it?
No.
Yellow? I don't see it.
It's way inside.
No I don't see it. Did you remember it right?
No?
Is it in this cabinet?
Basically, the content of filming is just like what we just spoke.
Do you have any thoughts or concerns?
No, I'll listen to the director.
Okay. we'll make arrangement to decide the outfit.
Miss Tao.
Xiu Qiong Gie.
Older Sis Xiu Qiong, would you like to have something to drink? We'll get it ready.
Water please. Ok.
What makes you here Xiu Qiong Gie?
I want to say
that there are something related to filming that I'd like to discuss with you.
Any problems?
It's the period of me leaving the entertainment business and starting my own business.
I think don't make it too sad but more encouragement.
It's to expose my positive side more. What do you think?
About this,
I think we've discussed and decided on it.
Haha.
Miss Tao is so professional, you care about this documentary so much.
So you kept thinking and thinking
to confirm firmly.
Yeah, that's right.
Xiu Qiong Gie really likes her job.
You should learn from Xiu Qiong Gie.
You're a great artist, just like what my dad said.
Wang Yong Da is her dad.
Is it that Wang Yong Da?
Your dad seems to admire me, just like you.
The relationship between your parents must be good.
You are so pretty, and people said daughters look like dads,
Your dad must be good looking too.
He is fine. He is like a gentleman.
Just like our Older Bro Quan.
I think my dad is more good looking.
Please don't be mad, Director.
Why would I be mad? I'm ok with you saying your dad is handsome.
You see our Older Bro Quan is really open-minded.
I'm curious too, do you have a photo?
That's right. That's right. I want to see my father-in-law... no... no... your dad...
Your dad's photo.
This is my dad's photo. Can I swipe? Sure.
I still like our Quan Gor better.
I think that he looks pretty handsome.
Xiu Qiong Jie, look! Isn't he handsome?
♫ Smiling with a mask on ♫
♫ Pretending you're strong, but you're actually more vulnerable ♫
♫ I just want to be in love, I want to be dazed ♫
♫ Weird spirits please get away from me, Away from Cloud 9 ♫
I think that he looks pretty handsome.
Xiu Qiong Jie, look! Isn't he handsome?
Let me see, let me see.
Based on my standard,
I still feel that I'm better looking.
- Hi, I have a bad reception.- Hello.
Just now, there is someone talking...
I didn't hear any human's talk but pig's just now.
Xiu Qiong Jie, what's wrong?
Xiu Qiong Jie,
are you feeling okay?
No, I'm okay.
I'm going to leave first.
- Hey, Xiu Qiong Jie.- Xiu Qiong Jie.
So it turns out you're...
What happened?
What's wrong with Xiu Qiong Jie?
Yeah.
She's not that stable recently.
Is it Wang Yong Da?
It's really him?
Then Xiao An
is my...
It can't be.
What happened?
Why did you suddenly run out?
I'm fine.
How could you be fine?
You don't look fine.
Tell me, I will support you.
Are you done?
Xu Jian Chang, you don't need to worry about my problems.
You're not allowed to follow me, got it?
Who is it, ringing the doorbell so late?
Maybe it's an emergency.
Alright.
Huh? President Xu?
President Xu!
Have a seat. Do you need anything to drink?
No need.
I'll leave after asking a few questions.
President Xu, you're here for me?
Let me ask you,
what did you do to Miss Tao at work today?
Uh, Xiu Qiong Jie came to talk about the details of filming.
During that time, nothing bad happened.
Conflict or misunderstanding.
It's just that...
What is it?
Later, we were talking about Xiao An's father.
He also adores Xiu Qiong Jie a lot.
- What did you say? - President Xu.
Don't be mad.
Talking about success, no one is more diligent and practical than you.
And then?
And then she took her phone out of her bag
to show everyone her father's photo.
When everyone was discussing it,
I saw that Xiu Qiong Jie was staring at Xiao An.
Her expression was a bit... flustered.
It wasn't flustered.
It was frightened.
How could she be frightened? There wasn't a ghost.
There was a ghost.
That photo, definitely a ghost.
I'm just kidding.
There's a ghost. There's definitely a ghost.
President Xu?
Hey, Xiao Quan. Do you want to sleep together tonight?
How could we? Are you scared?
I...
Hey...
Okay, good night.
Good night.
Hey, Birdie.
I was just kidding when I said that ghosts exist.
There aren't any ghosts. How could there be ghosts, right?
Don't sleep!
You have to stay up with me tonight until I fall asleep first.
Don't fall asleep!
Get up. Get up.
Okay.
How am I supposed to sleep with it so dark?
Hello?
Yi Qing?
You found me a girlfriend?
Oh, okay. When?
Oh, okay. I'll fully cooperate.
Okay. I'll see you then.
So are you taking the challenge to find a partner?
Yes.
I want to find a real girlfriend for my mom.
No, it's that I want to seriously date a girl for my mom.
Having this kind of determination is good. I hope you the best.
Thanks.
Who is it?
- Xiu Qiong Jie, good morning. - Morning.
- Uh, please come in.- No need.
Hi, I just want to know when Xiao An does the fitting.
Your face doesn't have clues. Only I understand the feeling of sadness.
"The Mask" by Gary Chaw
Subtitles brought to you by the Singers of Love Team @ Viki
♫ Are you smiling? Are you crying? ♫
♫ I can't see ♫
♫ You want to break free, You want freedom ♫
♫ Aren't you tired? ♫
♫ Your expression, Can you just ♫
♫ let me find some clues? ♫
♫ Don't be afraid, Please hold my hand ♫
♫ Smiling with a mask on ♫
♫ Pretending you're strong, but you're actually more vulnerable ♫
♫ Don't let your face be filled with pain anymore ♫
♫ Just let it go ♫
♫ Let happy tears flow ♫
♫ Have sadness be completely removed ♫
♫ This world is waiting to be inspired by you ♫
♫ Everywhere in this world ♫
♫ is inspirational ♫
The Love Song